Strong i am

Will today be the day 

I find happiness?

But wait, am i unhappy?

Is that what i am coming to. 

No, And so, I revise my thought. 

Will today be the day

i find conventional happiness?

The happiness of my growing up days

My mills and boon days

My days when i thought my life would be

Filled with house work and kids

And no money to seek

And so when he saw me

From across the room

What I saw was his finger 

So long and thin and dark

And sans a ring

Tringgg went my head

Is this my old dream today. 

And while i mulled over all that

In walked in the other panellist

And there goes the person without the ring

Out and about or just lost to the traffic

Of the mingling crowd

Ah well, another panel is starting now

Lets see who i pin my dreams on. 

:)

What a life 

a look is what it takes

For me to see conventional way

Such strong bedrock I stand on